Oh, my, but that was wonderful! I've spent a good part of this evening in good conversation with Adam, Alicia, and Bob. We've discussed the usual crap - taboos, past hijinks, relationships, LeTourneau administration, and whatnot - but also Adam and Alicia's relationship. I offered good insight - or so I'm told - and was greatly appreciated for both this night and others I've spent in conversation over the past week.

I might add here that it felt incredibly good to receive verbal praise - specific itemized praise, not merely the rather empty-feeling "We love you" and "You're a great young man" and such I receive from my family. I don't doubt their sincerity or validity, but generic praise like "I'm glad you're my son" is somehow less meaningful than "I'm glad you came on this trip with us; it's been better for me because you were here."

Tonight was good. Bob wasn't as much a part of the conversation as he could have - or probably should have - been, though, and I've actually got the impression he was feeling left out. It's not a terribly strong one, and I hope I'm wrong - that he was merely tired - but it bothers me. Also tonight, in jest (I hope), he implied his worthlessness as a mate, or as a human being in general - particularly genetically. I will pray for him. If he's feeling worthless, it will help. And if he's fine, it will still help. Prayer's good that way.

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